People say life's a bitch, it fucks us all.
Yes. Yes it is.
People say Karma's a bitch.
Yes. Yes it is.
Only if you are one.
I was a bitch is pre-school and middle school.
Yes, even pre-school.
I once kicked a girl so hard she flew and landed on the ground and yet i still continued kicking her till she cried.
Why?
Because, she was taller than me.
One day after school, i saw this boy i hated just sitting there.
I was munching on a biscuit.
I went and stood behind him and deliberately flick biscuit crumbs on his hair.
He didnt notice.
Why?
Because the teacher favoured him more.
In Primary.
I once invited the whole class to my birthday party, leaving one guy out.
It was the biggest party of the year
He begged me to give him an invitation and promised he'd buy me a barbie doll.
I enjoyed watching him suffer.
Once, he even wanted to exchange shillings for a one dollar note.
He gave me about double the price of what i gave him in a dollar note.
I kept quiet and kept the money.
There are so many things that i did back then, so bad you couldnt imagine a child below 10 doing such.
And now it haunts me.
Everytime i think about what i've done, I pray to God that one day i'd meet them again, just to apologize.
As a kid, i was pampered.
Everything i want, i get.
Everything goes according to how i want it to go.
Everything my way.
Now that im turning 18, thinking that the real world is so much better than high school.
I'm wrong.
Its high school all over again, just that the people are older.
And they do meaner things.
And the hurt would last for a longer period of time.
I truly thank everyone around me for changing me.
God, My parents, Jon, and my Friends. You know who you are.
So if life is being a bitch to me, I'd just say 'Challenge Accepted' and face it.
Its either karma, or God is trying to make me stronger.
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